20 October 2006

dreams imitate life

Have you ever had one of those nightmares where you're in high school and you're trying to catch up to your bff...you're calling her name repeatedly but she's with 2 other girls that you both pinky swore you'd hate forever and she won't answer you. You go to class and you're watching the clock...waiting til you can go find her and see how she treats you. And then you see her kissing the boy that you've been in love with since 7th grade. You are yelling and crying and trying to get her attention and know you haven't done anything wrong except love her unconditionally, and you don't wanna ask her what's up because you know she's gonna think you're ridiculous and infuriating for being so insecure about your friendship, but you can't help it...

Then, you're still naked, and you're walking through the hallway trying to get to your class and you walk in and the teacher is handing out an exam for which you haven't studied, and everyone is looking at you, wondering where your clothes are...

I'm several years out of high school but I still have those dreams sometimes. Especially the test one. I know it's inevitable that someday I'm gonna have nursing school dreams where I'm in class and I don't know I'm pregnant but I go into labor in the middle of a lecture or an exam and my 63 classmates and a few instructors are all around me and there I am, on the floor in 257, pushing out a baby (or in my case as noted in picture above, 2).

What a fucking nightmare.

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