shhhhhh?
Nobody told me silence is golden
I think I could run but I know that I never could hide
What's fucked up about relationships is that we should just get to say what we need to say without being punished. Understandably, everyone has their own agenda and wants things but on their own terms.
I think my mother operates under the "don't ask, don't tell" policy until I tell when she asks and her response is so completely fucked up I wonder why I tell her stuff at all. Not everything is my fault, and not everything is about you. Just thought you might like to know...
I've processed stuff by myself, but I feel like there are some things people can know. And even if they can't really do anything for you except ask how you are, make a bad joke that makes you smile when you're feeling like shit and not in the mood to fucking smile, or just think about you and hope you're ok, that's enough for me.
This song has been in my head for weeks. Makes me think about how some people in our lives are automatically there (like if we are born to them) and some people are chosen. And even though we're all so incredibly diverse in how we view life and deal with things, there's something that brings us together and makes us want to stick around. I'm not gonna get all religious in my blog (even though it is Easter and y'all know how obsessed I am with catholicism and bunnies), but I will thank god that I have some really amazing people in my life.
I think I could run but I know that I never could hide
What's fucked up about relationships is that we should just get to say what we need to say without being punished. Understandably, everyone has their own agenda and wants things but on their own terms.
I think my mother operates under the "don't ask, don't tell" policy until I tell when she asks and her response is so completely fucked up I wonder why I tell her stuff at all. Not everything is my fault, and not everything is about you. Just thought you might like to know...
I've processed stuff by myself, but I feel like there are some things people can know. And even if they can't really do anything for you except ask how you are, make a bad joke that makes you smile when you're feeling like shit and not in the mood to fucking smile, or just think about you and hope you're ok, that's enough for me.
This song has been in my head for weeks. Makes me think about how some people in our lives are automatically there (like if we are born to them) and some people are chosen. And even though we're all so incredibly diverse in how we view life and deal with things, there's something that brings us together and makes us want to stick around. I'm not gonna get all religious in my blog (even though it is Easter and y'all know how obsessed I am with catholicism and bunnies), but I will thank god that I have some really amazing people in my life.
posted by jill at 17:35
4 Comments:
Dear Jill,
What about today's quote of the day:
"Everyday is Easter for me. Santa Claus does not exist neither does the tooth fairy. But the rabbit, he exists!"
I LOVE you.You are one of the amazing people in my life. I will never asystole you.
ummmm...the tooth fairy does so exist. she came over the other night.
i love you too. but what a fucked up week.
Can you clarify what you mean by "punished" in the first paragraph please?
oh get your head out of the gutter. i meant when you tell someone something and they stop talking to you. punishment. so don't tell anyone anything you might get punished for unless you're saying to the punisher i want to be punished and then you get punished...different story.
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