Ok, so I've had an overload (not in a bad way at all) of friend time the past few days and I have to acknowledge, even when I think I'm out there on a limb by myself clinging to a branch made of shit that's unraveling and subsequently ready to crumble and it's like windy and raining and a tornado is about to hit even in New Mexico where besides the monsoons and the occasional snowstorm, we have no real weather, that I have fucking awesome friends.
And not the kind of friends that you have in high school (and sometimes later) where the only way you know you've fallen out is because they stop speaking to you, delete your phone number from their celly, or remove you from their top 8 friends on MySpace. Nuh uh. These are different friends.
(Oh...and as a side note...speaking of MySpace, what I'm enjoying most on there is not searching for old high school friends (cuz see above) but updating my mood emoticon. I've gone from curious to pensive to hopeful to peaceful to satisfied to cynical in like 4 days. That's the Sagittarius in me, I guess, and I figure I should embrace that or I'd just be bored all the time and then I'd never have the opportunity to change my mood anyway.)
Regardless... spending time with Mick yesterday looking for (and finding) a(nother) fabulous house began my unplanned therapy session. I love you, too, and I love that house, and I will think good thoughts about it even though at the moment I'm trying not to get too attached to anything. And Mick and I always have fun on our outings and do things like play with Barbie dolls and horses. Dinner last night with Radha was fantastic (you're fine, I promise) followed by my morning with Meg (although she had to endure my psychoses status post (and during, actually) phone conversations and email exchanges with he who shall remain nameless). An impromptu coffee date with Thais, who is actually just as fucked up as I am at the moment (I love you, and I say that lovingly, you know...) rounded it all up. And that was all after spending part of yesterday with a somewhat new-ish friend who is, in my opinion, just pretty damn awesome.
And now I'm looking forward to catching up with Colin. What more could I ask for today? Not much.
Thanks, all of you. Now...if only my heart rate would return to a respectable level from the 500 or so (give or take a few) that it's been since last Wednesday night and if I could actually sleep, everything would be perfect. Alas, one cannot ask for everything. So I'll just be happy with what I got.
Quote of the day:
"It's not like I make out with any of my other guy friends." ---Thais....
